Monday, August 15, 2011

Feelin.

I feel scared. Not like the scared where I am alone in the dark by myself scared, which happens to be my fear. I feel nervous. Not the kind where I am giving a big speech in front of everyone nervous. I feel annoyed. Not the annoyed where a two year old little kid is saying my name millions of times a second annoyed. I feel tired. Not the I just ran a ten mile marathon tired. I feel sick. Not the in the hospital for days kind of sick. I feel impatient. Not the I want summer to start already kind of impatient, or is it? I feel sad. Not the my very close loved one just died kind of sad. 
This is all the feelings that I am feeling if I am thinking negatively. I feel so many different emotions every single day. And yes I am feeling all those emotions for real but more IMPORTANTLY...
I feel excited. The kind of excited you get when your boyfriend has lived in a different town the whole summer and is moving back in four days kind of excited. I feel blessed. The kind of blessed you feel when you know that you can not have a better family in the world. I feel grateful. The kind of grateful you feel when you have a good job when the economy is being rough. I feel determined. The kind of determined that you feel when you want something so badly that you are making sure you are doing everything you can to get to that point you need to be at. I feel loved. The kind of love you feel when you are so rich with loved ones around you. I feel beyond excited. The kind of beyond excited you feel when you know in about two weeks you will be in Fish Lake with your whole family. 

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