Summer :)

I'm not going to lie, I was really nervous for summer.

Lynden moved away along with fifty zillion other friends and I was moving into a new apartment and some other things. I was just nervous and didn't know how it would be. Well summer has been GREAT! 

Lynden visits once a week. :) Last week when he came we were at the Tiki Shack eating our shaved ice and were deciding what to do that day. I said I wanted a hedgehog. We found out where there were some for sell. Ten min. later we were off to Vegas to the Exotic Pet Store. A chunk of cash later. We were the proud parents of our little Rusko. We like to call her Rue for short though. :) Here is our baby girl...

Also, my roommate Diana has been SO great and such a wonderful friend to me. :) We do fun things! :) We blew glow in the dark bubbles and made glow in the dark chalk! We take many trips to the walmart, play games and just do whatever. Don't worry we always stay up til four in the am so that's my excuse for always looking like such a hott mess hahah.

Also, i have went to Mesquite a lot more this summer and have spent time with my lovely family and some of my best friends! 

We went to the river! I can't even begin to tell you how much I have missed that place! :) It was SOO much fun and I can not wait to go back! 

This summer has already given me so many great memories and i know it will only get better! 

P.S super big news! Kasdan got his mission call and is going to Spokane, Washington! He is going to be SUCH a wonderful missionary and I will miss him SO much. :)

My life rocks so much. Like really.

Day One.

So I decided I am going to do a 30 day blog challenge since well I have time now! Like too much time.. so here it goes!

DAY ONE:

Post a picture of yourself and go ahead and introduce yourself!

So here is a picture of me..

I chose this picture because I kind of feel like it describes me as well as shows you what I look like.

Introduction:

Hi, my name is Sasha Felshaw. I am a girl. I am twenty years old. I belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and freakin' love it! I have a big family; two parents, five brothers, four sisters, three sister in-laws, three brother in-laws, three nephews, four nieces and four babies on the way! :) I looove my family more than anything in this world! I am taken, sorry boys. ;) I have been dating Lynden for a year and a half and I am totally crazy about him. I live in Cedar City, Utah. I am from Mesquite, Nevada. I have blonde hair, blue eyes, white skin, 5'3" and am a slim 105 pounds. I love anything and anyone that can make me laugh! I have been told a lot lately that I just have comebacks like crazy. So don't mess with me hahaha kidding. I work at Costa Vida. I love to have fun and do anything crazy. I am so weird. Like really. You might think I am weird but then really get to know me and then what you thought before was an understatement. I love outdoor things. I love indoor things. I love my friends. I don't like sour cream, mustard, obnoxiously loud girls, drugs, 2in1 shampoo and conditioner, bad attitudes, anything with the feel of velvet, thinking of velvet, and mean people. I love to travel. I love jokes. I love spending time with loved ones. I love feeling important. I love compliments.  I just life. That is pretty much all that I can think of! :)

Day one is complete. :)

Update..

Well things have been AWESOME. Of course. :) I have been a little sick and a lot tired lately. But I have just been relaxing and acting all cool. So last weekend was the best ever. Well not the best ever but it was pretty great! Well it all starts last Wednesday. I went and had my last meeting with my bishop. Since then I have been thee HAPPIESt girl evvverr. :) On Friday Lynden and I went out to dinner and then watched 'The Lucky One.' Which I thought was such a good movie. Mostly probably because Zac Efron is so freakin' hott in it! :) Then Saturday Lyn and I went to his hometown of Tropic, Utah which I love. :) We visited some of his family, unpacked some of his things, then went on a fourwheeler ride. We rode out to somewhere and went shooting. We shot his gun which does have a little bit of a kick haha. My arm could definitely tell you that! After that we drove the fourwheeler to Bryce Canyon. We hiked up and back down the whole thing. It was such a beautful day and the weather was PERFECT. :D On Sunday I went to church and then Lynden picked me up and we headed to St.George for Kami and Maleena's birthday party. It was so great seeing all the family and my dad told me some most excellent news that I am not going to share just yet! But I am excited for it to say the least! :D This week I have not done anything except eat, sleep and watch movies. Which I am perfectly okay with. Though I know I should be productive. Well that is what's new for now. :)

Loooove

This song has been stuck in my head for a good solid six days now. But I just read the lyrics and i loved them. And well i just adore love. :) It makes me happy! So here are the lyrics...

And I would do anything for love,

I'd run right into hell and back.

I would do anything for love,

I'll never lie to you and that's a fact.

But I'll never forget the way you feel right now, oh no, no way.

And I would do anything for love,

Oh I would do anything for love,

I would do anything for love,

But I won't do that,

No I won't do that.

And some days it don't come easy,

And some days it don't come hard,

Some days it don't come at all, and these are the days that never end.

And some nights you're breathing fire.

And some nights you're carved in ice.

Some nights you're like nothing I've ever seen before or will again.

And maybe I'm crazy.

Oh it's crazy and it's true.

I know you can save me, no one else can save me now but you.

As long as the planets are turning.

As long as the stars are burning.

As long as your dreams are coming true, you'd better believe it!

That I would do anything for love,

And I'll be there till the final act.

And I would do anything for love,

And I'll take the vow and seal a pact.

But I'll never forgive myself if we don't go all the way, tonight.

And I would do anything for love,

But I won't do that.

No, I won't do that!

I would do anything for love,

Anything you've been dreaming of,

But I just won't do that.

[x2]

[Solo]

And some days I pray for silence,

And some days I pray for soul,

Some days I just pray to the god of sex and drugs and rock 'n' roll!

And maybe I'm lonely,

That's all I'm qualified to be.

There's just one and only, one and only promise I can keep.

As long as the wheels are turning.

As long as the fires are burning.

As long as your prayers are coming true, you'd better believe it!

That I would do anything for love,

And you know it's true and that's a fact.

I would do anything for love,

And there'll never be no turning back.

But I'll never do it better than I do it with you, so long, so long.

And I would do anything for love,

Oh, I would do anything for love,

I would do anything for love,

But I won't do that.

No, no, no, I won't do.....

I would do anything for love.

Anything you've been dreaming of.

But I just won't do that!

[x3]

But I'll never stop dreaming of you,

Every night of my life.

No way.

And I would do anything for love.

But I won't do that.

No I won't do that.

[Girl]

Will you raise me up, will you help me down?

Will you get me right out of this God forsaken town?

Will you make it all a little less cold?

[Boy]

I can do that. Oh I can do that.

[Girl]

Will you cater to every fantasy I've got?

Will you hose me down with holy water, if I get too hot? Hot!

Will you take me places I've never known?

[Boy]

Now I can do that! Oh oh now, I can do that!

[Girl]

After awhile you'll forget everything.

It was a brief interlude

And a midsummer night's fling,

And you'll see that it's time to move on.

[Boy]

I won't do that. I won't do that.

[Girl}

I know the territory, I've been around,

It'll all turn to dust and will all fall down,

Sooner or later, you'll be screwing around.

[Boy]

I won't do that. No, I won't do that.

Anything for love,

Oh, I would do anything for love,

I would do anything for love,

But I won't do that.

No, I won't do that.

Story.

I don't usually tell stories like this but this story has came back into my mind at the least once a day since it happened. So here it is..

It was a Sunday morning and I was driving with my two best friends to Mesquite from Cedar. We were running late for my cousins baby blessing. Lynden and I took Larena to her home and then drove back out to Beaver Dam for the blessing. By the time we got there we were a good fifteen minutes late and had missed the blessing. We got there in time for the sacrament. Not right in time though.. we had to sit outside in the foyer. There was an old lady sitting across the hall just starring at us the whole time and I was pretty scared. Old people have been scarring me lately and i'm not sure why because I usually love them. But old people aren't the point of this. So, we were sitting there and I was just thinking about everything that I could jam into my little brain but my mind kept taking me back to this one thought. The thought was; "I want to see my family." 

So anyone who really knows me knows that I LOVE my family. They are my best friends and I would do anything for them. 

Well it so happens that all my brothers and sisters and in-laws and nieces and nephews were all inside the meeting already. I wanted to see them SO bad. I'm not exactly sure why. I wanted to see my nephews and nieces making silly faces. I wanted to see my parents looking at all their kids and grandchildren and just having the biggest smiles on their faces. I wanted to make jokes with my brothers and sisters. I wanted to know what they were doing. I wanted to be in that meeting soooo bad. I wanted more than anything to be with them at that moment. I started to cry. (Yes, I am aware that I am such a baby lately.) 

My mind started thinking a lot. I thought "I want to go in there but I can't." "Maybe one of them will come out here to go the bathroom and I will get to see them." "I just want to see them." Thoughts like this kept coming and coming. I was sad. I hated feeling so distant. I hated it so much.

Then I thought.....

 This is a ton like eternal life. What if I am the only one in my family to not able to make it to the Celestial Kingdom. What if they can only see me? What if they didn't wanna see me? What if this is how it feels. I know that if it was then I would feel like that. What if I couldn't see or talk to them all I want? And whenever I want? My thoughts were endless.

Right then I decided for the first time in my life that I would do whatever it takes to get there. I will go to the Celestial Kingdom. And I will love it. :) The end.

I know I just posted like a couple hours ago BUT here I go again. :)

My life is great.

I say it all the time. And I will keep saying it.

Life def. has it's downs but my life has been VERY up lately!

It's not because I am rollin in the dough. 

It's not because I am getting married.

It's not because I have the best job.

It's not because I don't get tempted by Satan.

IT IS because I make the best with what I have.

I try to atleast.

It is not always easy but if you are positive then WA-LA...

Wonderful.

Life can be so great if you just let it be.

So I want to list what I am most thankful for right now..

-A job: I may hate it at times because my boss is the she-devil. I'm not even kidding BUT I do have a job and I am not poor or homeless or poor and homeless. And that is ALWAYS a plus. :) Also, my co-workers are pretty much the bomb. Really. They are some of the coolest people I have ever met. And they are all so nice!

-My family: I know everyone thinks that their family is the best and kuddos to that! I think that my family is the best family for me. And they are. They are hilarious. No matter what they say, it is awesome. They are all so caring, loving, sweet, kind, honest and just GREAT. Two parents, nine siblings, six in-laws, and an aunt to seven. Which will soon be an aunt to TEN. <3  I am so lucky. So soooo lucky! 

-My boyfriend: Oh this kid. We have had our share of ups and downs. I really don't know what I would do without him. We are so much alike sometimes that it scares me. Then other times we are so different that I don't know how we like each other haha. He is the sweetest person and does SOOOO much for me. And of course he has to be a little bit crazy to put up with what he calls my "shananagins." He can make me laugh for days and makes me smile like no one else can. And he gives me sweet fun little butterflies. He is so lovely. :)) 

-My best friends: They are all so great and I don't know how I get surrounded by such amazing people but let me tell you, I LOVE IT. Each one is so different but so awesome. They are all hilarious. They are all pretty and cute. They are all just what I need. They are all the greatest examples and blessings. They all teach me so much. 

-My church: I don't know if I can say it is my church. But I love it so much that heck.. I wish I owned it. I love that I was born and raised in the church. I love the love of the church. I love that I can be with my family forever and someday get married in the temple. I love that the church helps me to be a happy person. I love just everything about the church! Unless it is at nine am. ;) hahaha. I have such a huge testimony that The Church Of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints IS the true church. There is no doubt in my mind.

-My talents: I am so thankful that everyone has their own little special talents. Even though I am not sure what mine are yet. I love them. I love that they make me unique. It makes me happy to know that I will know my talents someday and will hopefully use them and become a great person!

-Love: This is one thing that has REALLY been on my mind lately. I am SO blessed and thankful for this. I know I am loved and I love it. I love love. It is just a great thing. Everybody loves to be loved. I am grateful that I have the blessing to know that I am loved. I am grateful that I know that EVERY single person is loved by somebody. That makes me so happy. People in love makes me happy. :)

I seem to just be rambling on now. :) But I am VERY thankful for my life and every person in it. From great friends to not so great friends. I have learned from everyone. I am so happy with my life and I am blessed beyond measure.. I LOVE IT.

It's dat new new. :)

SOOOO... GUESS WHAT?!

My camera came today and it rocks. 

I'm sad I can't take a zillion pictures because I only have fifty pictures worth of film..

So i limited myself to three pictures today.

That was hard. 

Buuuutt, i love it!

The pictures print right out of the camera which i think is the most awesome thing ever.

I know, I get excited over the littlest things!

But here are the pictures from today which don't look very good because I had to take a picture of the pictures on my very crappy phone camera! :) 

You probably have no idea how in love with this camera I am. Nbd.

AHHHHHH. :)

There will probably be a zillion more pictures of pictures to come! 

I am a happy girl.

I feel like i'm always writing about the same thing.. but life is just SO great. :) So if you can't guess well this is about why my life is so great! 

(this is me being happy with my life)

Well to start off, my family is rad. Really, it's big and they are really funny people. What more could I ask for in a family? I will tell you.. nothing.

Also, my parents and I went on a roadtrip to Beaver yesterday which was a complete success. I bought some birthday presents for family members and of course got myself a blowdart/paintball gun. If you don't think it is the coolest thing ever... well it is. :) 

Another reason I just love life.. four day weekend. Holla at your girl. Don't get me wrong, I am SO grateful for my job but this is a MUCH NEEDED break. :) And don't you think for one second that I am gonna waste my time off. Today I went to Tropic with my bestest friend, Lyndy. :) We shot my new gun. And went on a fourwheeler ride. :) Such a great warm day! :)

AND.. I bought a new camera.. I am SO excited to get it. Like, SO excited. I can't wait to take little pictures and have them print out and AH I am just.. I just can not control my excitement. Hopefully it ships here fast!! It is a Fujifilm Instax Mini 7s Film Camera. :))))

Annnddd I could go on forever about why my life just rocks. I have thee best friends, family, co-workers, roommates, EVERYTHING. My life is just so great! :) That is all. 

Hakuna.. Matata :)

I don't know a lot of things in life and haven't figured out too much yet but I do know something..

I do NOT like when people tell me who/how/what I am.

I don't like when people point out my flaws.

Yes, i know I have lots of them and they are there.

Yes, my teeth are not the straightest or whitest..

Yes, my skin is indeed always VERY white or even pink.

Yes, my hair doesn't turn out how I plan. 

Yes, I have split ends.

Yes, my eyebrows are weird and not cute.

Yes, I do have a big nose.

Yes, I am aware of the zits on my face.

Yes, I do not have big breasts.

Yes, I am small.

Yes, my toes are weird. 

Yes, I make weird faces that are not on purpose.

Yes, I am very awkward. 

Yes, I am not the prettiest person.

Yes, I am sometimes too shy.

Yes, sometimes I am too loud.

Yes, I say stuff that will probably put you out of your comfort zone.

Yes, I get grumpy when I am tired.

Yes, I am not the best friend.

Yes, I have more friends that are guys than girls.

Yes, this list could go on and on forever.

Something that I DO KNOW is that it is okay too keep some opinions to yourself. It's okay that I am not perfect. It's okay because everyone has flaws. It is okay because God made me this way. It's okay to NOT judge. Some other things I do know is..

It's okay that my teeth aren't perfect because no matter what I am still smiling. :)

It's okay that my skin is uber white because I got my skin from my parents and they are great.

It's okay that my hair isn't perfect all the time, it is still soft. 

My eyebrows may be weird but in some odd way it probably brings out my eyes.

My nose might be big but it just likes being the center of attention.

When I have zits, i know they are there. But i am blessed to have pretty good skin!

I may have small boobs but atleast i am not flat-chested.

I am small and I love it because then big people have to help me!

My toes are weird. But that's just probably because I hate feet.

My personality.. well that just makes me... ME!

Everyone has flaws and you yourself most likely notice your flaws while no one else does. <-- i know that is true but yet I still get worried about what people think and whatnot. And that is not smart. But something that is SOOOOO true and I could not express more is that..

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!

Sooo, sooo true. Everyone has flaws. So embrace them and move on with life. There isn't a need to worry about the small things. No need to worry about anything.

Hakuna Matata. :)

I had this long awesome blog ready to go then BAM! my computer shuts down? :( And there is NO way I am re-doing all of it with all those pictures and cool things so I will just sum it up for ya.

I am SO grateful for all my friends that I have EVVVVERR had. I love you all and I am extremely blessed to even know you. Thank you for everything! I love you all and I even miss you. ;) I miss you all a bunch actually!

Alsooo, my sister in-law had a baby last Saturday.. 

Welcome to the world Alli Ann Felshaw. :)

I freaking love being an aunt. :)

And, Valentines was great! I got a ring, necklace and candy from my boy. :) I just love him.. 

Aren't I lucky? They are gorgeous! :)

Life!

I wish I could go back in time and tell myself a few things...

-Highschool relationships are not really that important.

-You are beautiful!

-Don't stress the small stuff.

-Take more pictures.

-Be more adventurous!

-Be a great example.

-Make more memories.

-Don't be dumb.

-Make the best of EVERY situation.

-Be more grateful. 

-Stop being a chicken!

-Don't care what people think.

-Do your freakin' schoolwork!!

-Spend more time with your family!

-Try more in sports.

-Have a bigger heart.

-Do more service.

Well since I can't go back in time and tell myself this stuff. I can tell everyone else and tell myself now! :) Life is SOOOOOO great. So don't take it for granted. It's such a blessing to be alive. Might as well live it to the fullest and be the best you can be!!

Sometimes you aren't happy with your life. Sometimes you pray to be happy. All the time your prayers are answered. And that is why we are blessed. :)

How it started :)

Well I don't know why but I just feel like writing our story. 

The story of Lynden and I. :)

So one sunny day.. actually it wasn't sunny, maybe it was... I can't remember but I know it had been snowing though. I had a crush on this boy named Sean. Well this day happened to be his birthday/going away party. He was leaving on his mission and I was sad about it. I was happy to go to the party and hangout though. :) So I went with my old roomies, Andrea and Jodi! We ate food, danced, skateboarded, and just had a good time! :) Well that is where I think I saw Lynden for the first time. At the boy that I had had a crush on's party. And Lynden just happened to come to the party with a boy that I also kind of liked. Soooooo, I just pretty much didn't care about him.. at all. So at this party that Lynden was at, with two boys that I liked he happened to be wearing some weird looking shoes.. So I asked Curtis, "Is that boy wearing heelies?" laughing so much about it because I really thought that they were. So Curtis tells him about this misunderstanding that I had. And everyone was laughing. About a week later or a couple days or sometime later Lynden added me on facebook. 

Official facebook friends; November 1st. Yep.

Then I decided to write on his wall.. "Lynden! How are you and your heelies?" (I thought that I was pretty funny and cute. :) ) We decided to further our relationship to texting after a little while. It so happens that on that same night there was a glow in the dark dance. I asked him if he was going but he seemed to not like dances at all. So Jodi and I made up some awesome outfits and headed off to the dance. Well to my surprise he was there! Really, I was surprised! I was dancing my freakin' heart out so I needed to take a break. I went to get a drink of water. Someone touched my shoulder and they said hey.. I have REALLY slow reflexes sometimes so I managed to turn around about a minute later and say hi! :) To no one. No one was there anymore. Jodi told me it was Lynden! I felt really bad because he probably thought I was ignoring him or something. I went to find him but I couldn't. After the dance I thought he was going to a kid's house that everyone was hanging out at.. He never showed up. I was pretty sad... :/ He texted me and we talked non-stop. Seriously. I lost sleep over that boy. A lot of sleep. I don't loose sleep for anyone so this meant something. I had to go to Mesquite over the weekend and then the night I got back we were supposed to watch a movie. I was SOOO nervous. Like, really.

I ended up getting back to Cedar at like ten or something and I was EXTREMELY tired but I desperately wanted to hangout with this boy! So of course, i did. He came and picked me up and we went to his house. I met most of his roommates, got a full tour of the house and then we watched a movie. Everything was going good. Then he went to put the movie in and BAM! I fell asleep. Before the previews even got over and the movie started. How embarrassing! Like really, who does that? I was pretty positive that he thought I was the lamest girl ever. Well I woke up a little later feeling horrible about falling asleep then BAM i just kissed him. I must have been REALLY tired because no way would I ever have the guts to actually do that. I am a chicken. We hungout pretty much everyday after that. Then I think a week or less later we started dating. I told him we would probably last a week or so. WHO SAYS THAT?!? Anyways, good thing it didn't. It has been a GREAT year and almost three months since then. 

And that's my weird but favorite story. :)

I am loved.

I know this because of my family... they are the best.

-They all make me laugh, funniest people I have ever known.

-Tell me what I need to hear, not what I want to hear.

-They pray for me.

-They take care of me when I am sick.

-They are my best friends.

-They are always there.

-They make me mad.

-We fight everyday.

-They think about me.

-They judge for all the right reasons.

-They are willing to help me financially.

-They know me.

-They are the biggest examples to me.

-They teach me.

No matter how much they make me want to punch them in the face, I love them more than anything. This is why I know I am loved. Heavenly Father loves me cause he put me in this family. He gave me two of the strongest, best, funniest parents ever. He gave me five brothers. He gave me four sisters. He gave me three brother in-laws. He gave me three sister in-laws. He gave me three nephews. He gave me three nieces. He gave me three on the way kids to be an aunt to. And I know they will be several more people added to my family. This is why I know that I am loved... because he gave me all these people to love me. I am so grateful for them all. I am so blessed. <3 :)

:))

I know I just posted bbbuuuttt, this is how I am feeling today! :)

If I was a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if I was a tree growing tall and green

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if I was a tree growing tall and green

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,

The rumble of your water would be my call.

If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow

Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow.

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod

If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.

If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug

And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.

If you were the love, I'd be the desire.

If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,

And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

I love this song. I think happy things when I hear it. Today, I am very much HAPPY! :))

Song: All I want is you. By:Barry Louis Polisar. <3

Weekend :)

Saturday Lynden and I went Ice Skating for our first time ever! It was so much fun! :) I was pretty nervous! Good news though, It is a TON like rollerblading. Which is awesome because I am not gonna lie, I am pro at rollerblading! :) 

Me+Rollerblades+Bulldog Hill=SUCCESS!

That is a different story though.. It was such a good time. I did freeze my hands off though. Here are some pictures. 

Us.. :)

Meeee. :)

 The REAL Us. <3

 My Model Of A Boyfriend. ;)

Sunday, I happened to go to my new ward for the first time. Awesome right? Right! Well, I knew a few people in there already which made it super cool! Butttttt, in sacrament they decided to have a surprise woman choir.. Cool.. not. I am a woman which meant I had to sing.. In front of all sorts of attractive boys. Other than that, church was fab!

Also, Sunday was my brother Ruskan's birthday party! It was such a blasty blast! :) I love seeing my family!! So much. <3 Also, my papa made some freakin' delicious Carne Asada! I'm drooling just thinking about it (it might just be that i have a weird drooling problem but still). :) It was lovely to see my family and just relax and things! It was a great weekend! 

P.S I write these blogs kind of for myself.. so that's why they suck. :)

I am thankful. :)

I stole this from Carmina. :)

Blog Idea-Gratitude Challenge!

Having trouble thinking up things to blog about? Here's an idea...

"Let's not just talk about counting our blessings-lets do it! Write a list of 100 things you are thankful for. If that sounds like it is too many, try this:"

1. Write 10 physical abilities you are grateful for.

-Being able to walk.

-My eyes, so I can see everything God has given me.

-Being able ro run.

-The ability to jump and skip.

-Talking.

-Being able to listen to others.

-Being able to throw things.

-I can cook.

-I can write and draw

-I'm able to clean.

2. Write 10 material possessions you are grateful for.

-My truck. It's ugly but it runs.

-My kindle fire so I can read my scriptures in the dark.

-My camera, so i can take pictures of memories i have.

-My computer.

-Cell phone.

-Clothes.

-Shoes.

-Money.

-My actual scriptures.

-Bathroom things like blowdryer and straightner.

3.Write 10 living people you are grateful for.

-My parents; Gilbert and Deon Felshaw.

-My brothers; Desmand, Brogan, Ruskan, Kasdan, and Marlan.

-My sisters; Neesha, Sheena, Tessa, and Maleena.

-My in-laws; Katy, Shantelle, Kami, Jordan, Ryan, and Bram.

-My nieces and nephews; Weston, Dylan, Porsha, Ryker, Khloe, and three soon to be babies. :)

-My boyfriend; Lynden Kaid Sudweeks.

-My best friend; Larena Sue Rushton.

-My other best friend; Cora Krianda Wilstead.

-My other other best friend; Curtis Mortensen. 

-My co-workers.

4.  Write 10 deceased people you are grateful for.

-My niece; Sophi Felshaw.

-My grandma; Jacque Felshaw.

-My grandpa; Harry Felshaw.

-My uncle; Layton Reber.

-My aunt; Sandy Probert.

-Mark Ellis.

-Jesus Christ.

-Joseph Smith.

-Abraham.

-President Gordon B. Hinckley.

5. Write 10 things about nature you are grateful for.

-The bright sun

-The rain

-The trees

-The grass

-The flowers

-The dirt

-The animals

-The water places like lakes

-The mountains

-The plants

6. Write 10 things about today (1/2/12) you are grateful for.

-A job

-My family

-Scriptures

-My boyfriend

-Food

-Sleep

-The weather

-The new house i moved into

-Clothes

-Technology

7. Write 10 places on earth you are grateful for.

-Mesquite, Nevada

-Bunkerville, Nevada

-Cedar City, Utah

-Virgin Valley High School

-Temples

-Costa Vida (cause its my job!)

-Tropic, Utah

-Pima, Arizona

-My home in Skeet.

-My home in Cedar.

8. Write 10 modern inventions you are grateful for.

-Showers

-Internet

-Vehicles

-Air conditioning.

-Heating.

-Refrigerators.

-Toilets!

-Electricity.

-Phones.

-Music.

9. Write 10 foods you are grateful for.

-Pizza

-Burrittos 

-Hamburgers

-Pasta

-Salads

-Steak

-Ice Cream

-Roast Beef Sandwhiches 

-Chicken Nuggets

-Hot Pockets

10. Write 10 things about the gospel you are grateful for.

-Missionaries.

-My family can be together forever.

-The atonement.

-The scriptures.

-Testimonies.

-The happiness it brings.

-Church.

-Firesides.

-Prayer.

-Repentance.

"When we make a list like this, we discover that a list of 100 things doesn't even begin to scratch the surface of all the things God has given us."

Of Course..

This post is about NEW YEARS! :)

I wanted to go all out this year. I wanted to go to Vegas. I even bought a cute dress! Actually the shop-o-holic in me came out and I bought not only one but two! I was so excited for the past week. Everytime I went to Walmart I looked at those super cool 2012 glasses that I wanted to buy. I have never went all out for New Years and I really wanted to.. Well the week went by and I hadn't planned anything. As always, just hoping everything would work out. Well Saturday came. I had work from noon til nine-thirty. After, I still had no plans and I was SO tired from working all day. Something happened that made me sick as well and I had cramps and just was not feeling well AT ALL. I asked Lynden what he wanted to do and as always he said, whatever you want (which I hate). Well I couldn't decided. Imagine that. I was not feeling to hot at all. We just sat at home and watched TV. Before I knew it, it was midnight. I got my New Years kiss. ;) Then I went to bed. I felt like my parents.. OLD! But I got to spend it with a boy I realllyyy like. 

Also the new year. I love it cause everything seems new. Everything seems like a first time. When I was younger on New Years I would always do the this is the first time thing. First time punching my brother. First time drinking water. I loved to be the first to do everything. Last night I caught myself doing that. It was embarrassing and fun. Lynden starred at me like I was such a weirdo. I did the first time tickling him. The first time kissing him on the cheek. And just stupid things like that. 

I am so excited for this year though. I actually made New Years resolutions for the first time. Hopefully it works out! At first I made so many I couldn't even remember them all. I go overboard. But I am excited! The past year I have been SOOO blessed!! I can't wait to see what this year will be like. :) I love my life. I love my family. I love my God. I love that I have a job. I love the church. I love the town I live in. I love that I have money. I love my boyfriend. I love my friends. I just freakin' love everything.. I hope you do too. 

So, Happy New Years Everyone!! :D